No one remembers the rain the day Samson was dragged into the cell except his mother. She remembers it because she was standing outside the courthouse with her palms pressed together, praying that the sky would hold its tears until she had found her son’s eyes through the police van window.
The rain came anyway, heavy, urgent, like it wanted to wash the world clean of the lie that had just stolen her boy.
Inside the cell, Samson tasted iron before he tasted the salt of his own fear. He felt the cracked walls pressing in as the handcuffs bit into his skin. Nineteen years old. No crime in his eyes except the audacity to dream big and love shyly.
His mother, Grace, wiped her tears on the sleeves of her Tesco night-shift uniform as she walked home through the soaked London streets. She’d been in England seventeen years, long enough to know that sometimes the promise of a better life was a lie you had to drag by the collar until it gave you something.
When Samson’s father died, an accident at the warehouse, nobody’s fault and yet everyone’s, Grace worked. She opened a small corner shop, sold meat pies at bus stops, cleaned offices at dawn, folded other people’s shirts in laundry shops at dusk. She knew the cost of bread, school shoes, and bus passes. She never missed a parent-teacher meeting.
She told Samson, “No matter how hard life pushes you, don’t push back at it with bitterness. Push back with your mind. Your hands. Your heart.”
He listened. He always listened. He wore his secondhand jeans proudly, walked his little sister to school, told Grace he would make her proud. He did. Until the night he came home pale and shaking.
“Mum, there’s a girl—”
Her name was Lillian. Pretty, clever, selfish in ways Samson couldn’t see. She liked his best friend, Tariq, but Tariq didn’t like her back. So she turned her eyes to Samson, sweet Samson who held open doors and never raised his voice.
One night, she came to his bedsit after a party. She smelled of cheap perfume and stale beer. She slipped out of her coat and onto his bed like poison poured into tea. Samson, who had only ever touched a girl’s hand, told her No.
Lillian didn’t like No. She liked attention more. She liked to see people bend. So when she stumbled out of his room, her hair tangled, her blouse ripped by her own hand, the lie she carried was heavy enough to break him.
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Prison did not break him at once. It did it slowly, as if cruelty needed time to taste good. They called him rapist. Other men who had committed unspeakable crimes judged him with wet eyes and fists like hammers.
When it began —the first time— Samson thought his body would die to protect his mind. It didn’t. His mind stayed awake for all of it.
They passed him around like bad gossip. He pressed his face into the thin mattress and pretended he was somewhere else, a soft field back in Lagos where his mother once told him stories under the mango tree.
Grace kept coming. Every visiting day. Her hands rough with cleaning chemicals, her eyes bloodshot from the overnight bus, the double shifts, the tiny room she still paid for in hope that one day he would come back to it.
She sat across the glass and said, “I know my boy. I know you didn’t do this.”
He pressed his palm to hers, separated by the cold wall. He said nothing. Words had abandoned him long ago.
Three years in, the truth came out like something rotten, forced into the light by unwilling participants. Lillian broke down in front of her church pastor. She confessed. Her accusations, the lie, the blood she had drawn from her own thigh with a razor blade. The guilt she couldn’t drown with alcohol, pills or prayers.
The headlines carried the news. The court transcripts changed but Samson’s cell was unchanged.
They said they needed time. Time to review, time to reopen the case, to investigate Lilian’s confession. The prison did not stop waiting for paperwork. His rapists did not stop waiting for him in the dark corners.
One night, when the guard fell asleep, Samson’s bunkmate crawled onto him again. Samson did not close his eyes this time. He reached under the bed where he had hidden the piece of metal he’d sharpened for months with his teeth, his hope, his rage. As Jackson fiddled with his pants, Samson stabbed him three times, on his neck. Blood gushed over the bed but Samson felt nothing.
Samson sat on the bloodied floor, the piece of metal in his hand, and waited for the door to open.
When morning came, the news made headlines. They gave him death row. Because the system hates embarrassment more than it loves justice. But the country was changing. Activists roared. The case was finally reopened.
A government pardon came in the final hour. A paper pushed through. A signature. A door swung open. Samson walked out of the prison gates to a free world that smelled like stale acid rain.
Freedom. They said freedom. But what does that mean to a man whose body still wakes up screaming when it hears footsteps in the dark?
Grace held his face in her hands when they brought him home. She washed him like she had when he was a baby. She wiped the back of his neck with warm cloth, cut his overgrown nails and hair. He looked at her and wondered where all her dreams had gone while she was fighting for his name.
He tried to sleep. But sleep tasted like metal. He tried to eat but food never settled in his stomach. He applied for jobs but nobody wanted to hire an ex-convict except Taro Sakomoto, the Japanese store owner down the street.
At the end of his shift, Samson walks to the corner shop she still manages, but he stands by the door like a ghost.
One night, Samson sat by the window while his mother folded uniforms for her early morning job. He watched her shoulders bend and straighten, bend and straighten — the same way they did when he was ten, when his father’s casket went into the ground and Grace didn’t let the world crush her.
Grace looked up and caught his eyes. She put down the uniforms down and snuggled beside him. She held his hand. They didn’t speak.
In that silence, she wished one thing: that no mother should ever have to work herself into an early grave just to keep her child’s dreams alive. That no mother should have to carry the whole world alone while the world tries to steal the child she was building a better life for.
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Dear Mama,
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